Yuck- was that you or me?

“Don’t pick it up for goodness sake- No, no, no- drop it! Yuck. What is that or should I say was that? No, I mean, no don’t look at it, I don’t want to know.”
“I think it was cheese gone horribly wrong.”
“No, no it’s too big- definitely a hotdog” insist my sons.
“Don’t analyze it boys. Whatever it is, it just needs to get thrown out. Okay, who’s doing it?”

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(Of course, we all know this task falls on the mother- and in this case, it most definitely did but only with the help of triple bags. You will be relieved to know I did not look or breathe as I hurled it toward my outdoor far away from my house garbage can – happy to have it gone.)


The enemy gives us many opportunities to pick up “offense”. To look at something nasty and analyze it, categorize it and spend hours researching it. We of course call it airing our grievances or complaining. But what is it really? What are we trying to gain?

Yes, plans of action need to be created. We need to answer the question, what should be done to avoid this in the future? (Never allowing food in the van again would be a smart plan of action in my case)

               We are under no charge or even obligation to point out someone else’s faults. In fact, we have no rights to point out anything someone else should “work on”. We lie to ourselves and say we are telling them in love for their own good. Do not believe Satan’s lies.

Remember this: Matthew 7:5
You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye. (NIV)

                The Holy Spirit has more than enough power to go about His task of convicting God’s children. When the Holy Spirit brings a person into and under conviction- forgiveness and miraculous changes, can, and will take place. When a person puts another person under condemnation, they are doing the direct work of Satan.

Consider and answer the question for yourself- Where is Satan?

                  Satan is not God and therefore is not omnipresent. Meaning he can only be in one location at a time, (his minions of course are all about). Where is Satan himself?
When I read Revelations 12, I read Satan is in heaven doing his job of accusing us night and day. What do you read?
This leads us to the next question is Revelations prophecy of the age to come or is it present day?

Revelations 12:10 (NIV)
Then I heard a loud voice in heaven say: “Now have come the salvation and the power and the kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Messiah. For the accuser of our brothers and sisters, who accuses them before our God day and night, has been hurled down.

            (read the entire chapter of Revelations 12 to see the context and determine if it is present day or in the days to come)
If it is in the time to come then Satan is in heaven right now accusing us night and day.
If Revelations 12 has already happened – Then what are we seeing?
I myself believe that Satan is right now in heaven accusing Christ followers night and day but he will be thrown down at the appointed time.

This makes me ask, who are those left on earth to accuse the Saints? Demons for sure but also the brethren themselves turning against each other to accuse and condemn other Christ followers.

Do not be the voice, or hands and feet of Satan.

Lord, help us to remember:
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Ephesians 6:10-12

Do not work for Satan!

               Drop your offense, anger, resentment and pride at the foot of the cross and go into battle for your “enemy”. The one who stole from you, the one who accused you, the one who hurt your child, the one who disrupted your plans- pray and fight for that one. Stand.

Luke 6:27-28 But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. (NIV)

                 Prayer: Lord Jesus, how easily I am offended when my plans are thwarted. Thank you, for showing me where I need the cleansing blood of the Lamb. I praise You for this current painful situation. Use it to reveal to me what sins need to be removed from me. Pour out Your blood all over my life and my situations. I need Your healing and forgiveness. Please forgive me for not immediately following Your word and praying for my enemies. Grant me the mind and heart of Christ so that I might not stumble but that I might be granted the privilege of immediate and complete obedience to Christ. Thank You for Your tender mercies. Amen.



“This couldn’t be the right place?!”

My eyes soak in brick driveway and staircase seamlessly leading to the mansion. I dare not look up for fear of losing composure and frankly nerve to continue to move I busy my mind with drinking in the beauty of my surroundings.
Propped against the staircase its solid brick reassures me, I am not dreaming. Captivated by the rooftops, I quickly lose track of the number of peaks and spires.
“How many rooms are there and who cleans all of them?” “Maybe it could be me?”
My thoughts jolt me back into reality, “Remember what you are here for I chastise”
My hand flutter within my purse relieved to feel the weight of the linen paper within my hand. The pads of my fingertips rub the wax seal- the broken wax crumbles slightly beneath my touch.
Breathe escapes my lips as I read the invitation reassured by its presence.

“What do you want me to do for you?”

-Your King

Strength renews my spine and with resolve, I move forward and drastically upward. My hand snakes out and rapidly pounds the door knocker a satisfying boom is loud against the peaceful day. Immediately the door swings wide and a plump middle-aged man thoroughly likeable upon sight ushers me in.
“Glad to see you, come on in, let me take you directly to the King.”
We move through room after room more lavish than the rest, joyful people move about purposefully without a hint of surprise or concern of my presence. “Who are these lucky people?”
He smiled and spoke without stopping. “They are all servants of the King.” “We can’t hesitate for a moment the King is so pleased you are coming and has long awaited the day you would come and answer his question.”
Thoughts tumbled, “I just received this invitation yesterday- why would he say waited a long time and those people were not dressed like servants- no servant I ever saw!”
My escort stops in front of a heavy oak door in front of me no different than any other door I had walked through.
“Knock child,” my escort insists.
Before my hand connects to the door, its latch releases. The presence of the King falls upon me as I cross the threshold. Each step echoes as I falter forward, not daring to fully look toward the throne but I glance from side to side at the immense pillars running the length of the room. It became abundantly clear the room was larger than possible and covered more area than the entire mansion itself possessed.
“Woman” echoed in my head. Startled I look up and see I am at the bottom of an impossibly brilliant staircase unable to fully focus on the King, the pearl- like stone held my gaze.
“What?” I squeak.
“Woman, what do you want me to do for you?”
My mind folds in half one side screams ask to be a servant- look at their lives-so joyful, the other half insists money, you can’t even feed your family- who are you to ask for more?
“Please give me $200 dollars that is enough to feed my family for a whole week.”
The door bumps my backside I slide down its smooth surface and release the two crisp $100 dollar bills I watch them flutter end to end to the ground their weight and purpose defenseless to the draft of the closing door.

How often do we ignorantly do what the foolish woman did? How often does a door close because we ask foolishly?

Matthew 20:32-34
Yeshua stopped, called them and said, “What do you want me to do for you?” They said to him, “Lord, open our eyes.” Filled with tenderness, Yeshua touched their eyes; and instantly they received their sight and followed him. (CJB)

The maker of the Universe, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords is asking us.

“What do you want me to do for you?”

Will you answer Him? And receive your sight so that you might follow Him?
Search and find for yourself how many times the Lord tells us in His Word to ask of Him so that we might receive. To name a few (John 15:7, Psalm 107:6, Jeremiah 33:3, John 16:24, Mathew 21:22)

“What do you want me to do for you?”

Do you know how you will answer? –The King.

                   This is not an invitation given to you today- it was given to you before your conception, before time began. Answer Him with obedience and reverence.

Consider this prayer:
According to my faith Christ Jesus, grant me Your greatest desire for my life. Increase my faith so that I might ask wisely. I want nothing less than the blood of Jesus to wash the entirety of me. Restore me to my original creation design. Your will for my life be seen and known. Embolden me to grasp ahold of Your great vision. Thank You, for Your tender mercies. Amen

Shaken but please don’t STIR!!!

My arms flew up to catch myself, crunching plastic splintered, I yelped in pain.  vertigo blogPropped against the bathtub trying to grasp what just happened, “Where am I?’ escaped my lips.  My attempts to regain reality were thwarted when I opened my eyes my whole world twirled.  Desperate for my bed I crawled futilely attempting not to move my head, I inched toward what I hoped was sanctuary.

What is going on?” were my last voiced thoughts. I miraculously drifted back to sleep.

The pain in my hand startled me awake; I prayed it was all a weird dream. As I rolled over to sit-up, I almost crashed onto the floor.  My inner ear the (vestibular system) no longer had a true north or anchor.  My body was unable to determine what was upright and what was sideways.  With my eyes open, I could walk but the room spun, so fast the nausea was overwhelming.  If I shut my eyes, the nausea was better but I could not walk straight.

I cried out to the Lord, “Make it stop!!”  After a few minutes (okay maybe hours) I realized it was not going to stop and cried out with a new understanding, “What are You trying to teach me, and let me receive it quickly I need to function!”


Hebrews 6:17-20 (AMP)

17 In the same way God, in His desire to show to the heirs of the promise the unchangeable nature of His purpose, intervened and guaranteed it with an oath, 18 so that by two unchangeable things [His promise and His oath] in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have fled [to Him] for refuge would have strong encouragement and indwelling strength to hold tightly to the hope set before us. 19 This hope [this confident assurance] we have as an anchor of the soul [it cannot slip and it cannot break down under whatever pressure bears upon it]—a safe and steadfast hope that enters within the veil [of the heavenly temple, that most Holy Place in which the very presence of God dwells], 20 where Jesus has entered [in advance] as a forerunner for us, having become a High Priest forever according to the order of [a]Melchizedek.

            The Holy Spirit brought into remembrance Hebrews 3:17-20 and asked, “What would it be like Heather to have no Christ to have no understanding of reality- What would keep you straight, safe, sane?”

My hellish vertigo as scary as it was held no candle to the anxiety and frantic desperation that unbelievers must have when their world is shaken.  We live in shaking times let us cling to the only true anchor.

             Prayer:   We are desperate for Your steady hand in our lives Lord. We cannot navigate in this shaking world without You.  Hear our frantic cry as we turn to You, humble our hearts and ask for Your divine intervention in our lives.  Grant us revelation of Your glory and might so that we might see the strength and enormity of the anchor that we cling to.  You are greater than our wildest imaginations; I pray that You increase our imaginations to grasp even a piece of the awe of the Lord.  Great are You Lord and forever You do reign.  I praise Your movement in my life.  Thank You, Amen.

So excited!

FullSizeRender (30)            Grace started gymnastics yesterday on the drive there she said,  “Mom I am so excited, I think my feet are going to fly off!!!”

What if we had that level of joy?  What would our lives look like?

John 15:9-11 (AMP)

 I have loved you just as the Father has loved Me; remain in My love[and do not doubt My love for you].  If you keep My commandments and obey My teaching, you will remain in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and remain in His love. I have told you these things so that My joy and delight may be in you, and that your joy may be made full and complete and overflowing.

To receive over-flowing joy we need to remain in our “secret place” with the Lord and willingly lay down our desires to His teachings.  I don’t know about you but I need help to continue to lay down my will to fulfill His teachings.

Prayer:  Jesus, I say yes to my joy being made full, complete and over-flowing. I proclaim and declare that I will remain in my Father God’s love.  Help me immediately and complete obey Your will.  Thank You, Jesus. Amen.